Confusion

Recently I've been receiving tens of emails, until recently I didn't know the limit of all my inbox email was just 500. My several oldest emails that I got around February, 2004 were gone. Sooner the better I started collecting emails of my previous girlfriend. Though I lost her four or five earliest emails, I was able to store her about 100 emails. I started doing so when I was alone on Saturday. I started doing so still on Sunday. I was with someone. I started confusing, her emails were an endless repetition of separation and invitation, I was unable to tell one and the other often since there were many similar expressions. She's gone one year ago. At least she left here saying good-bye. She was a nice girl in spite of her temperament. Let by gones be by gones. Her lost emails disappeared for ever.