Separation

Separation
2007.03.19 0:39

Separation has come before the real separation took place. I wanted to separate from her already in last summer. The reason I've been seeing her was my search for the curiosity with her in physical ways was over the agony to communicate with her in verbal ways. Recently I noticed my agony was overwhelmed my pleasure. It was already a matter of time for me to say good-bye to her. If I was able to see her almost everyday I didn't have to take such a long period to put an end to our relations. It must have been one season, but it came to be almost a year. Once a week in a weekend -it was our only occasion to spend a night. Another reason might be my love to her. I didn't want her to feel shocked when she heard my saying good-bye. But it seems I did't have to worry about it. She was already fully ready to accept the result of our love regardless of whether it bore fuites or nill.
I have already noticed she's not in the least suitable to me. She is a colleage in my company and that made us encounter and it was the only factor we could share.